I Have This Paralyzing FearThat I'll Maybe Go NowhereBut God Forbid Me Ever AdmittingI Could Be ScaredAnd I Can't Stand My Friends Right NowWe Got Nothing In CommonBut Being Lonely's WorseThan Just Having Friends That Don't CareYou Said It Looks LikeI've Been Going Through Hell..How Did You Know ?How Could You Tell?Ask Me To Explain Myself, Well..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?Growing Up Is ChaoticDon't Wanna Say It ButI Really Think That I Miss HimIt Might Seem Stupid ButI Still Look Through All Of Our Texts..Who Knew That Wanting SomeonеCould Ever Make Mе This DesperateDon't Think I'll Do That Again.. No..You Said It Looks LikeI've Been Going Through Hell..How Did You Know?How Could You Tell?Ask Me To Explain Myself, Well..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?Growing Up Is ChaoticAnd Maybe I'm Just BlowingAll This Shit Up In My HeadBut I Can't Help It,No, I Can't Help ItFooling Myself ThinkingThat I'll Never Love AgainGod Damn I Felt It,I Really Felt ItMaybe I'm Just BlowingAll This Shit Up In My HeadBut I Can't Help It,No, I Can't Help ItSpending Too Much TimeOn Things I Know That I'll Forget..But Damn I Felt It..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?I Have This Paralyzing FearThat I'll Maybe Go NowhereBut God Forbid Me Ever AdmittingI Could Be ScaredAnd I Can't Stand My Friends Right NowWe Got Nothing In CommonBut Being Lonely's WorseThan Just Having Friends That Don't CareYou Said It Looks LikeI've Been Going Through Hell..How Did You Know ?How Could You Tell?Ask Me To Explain Myself, Well..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?Growing Up Is ChaoticDon't Wanna Say It ButI Really Think That I Miss HimIt Might Seem Stupid ButI Still Look Through All Of Our Texts..Who Knew That Wanting SomeonеCould Ever Make Mе This DesperateDon't Think I'll Do That Again.. No..You Said It Looks LikeI've Been Going Through Hell..How Did You Know?How Could You Tell?Ask Me To Explain Myself, Well..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?Growing Up Is ChaoticAnd Maybe I'm Just BlowingAll This Shit Up In My HeadBut I Can't Help It,No, I Can't Help ItFooling Myself ThinkingThat I'll Never Love AgainGod Damn I Felt It,I Really Felt ItMaybe I'm Just BlowingAll This Shit Up In My HeadBut I Can't Help It,No, I Can't Help ItSpending Too Much TimeOn Things I Know That I'll Forget..But Damn I Felt It..(Chorus)I'm Trying My Best HereTo Be Brutally HonestNobody Said ChangingWould Be This ExhaustingA Foot On The Break'Cause It's Been Making Me Carsick..How Could You Blame Me ?