Verse 1In Search Of Salvation I Stayed Up All NightPraying My Heart Out Just To Buy Me Some TimeJohn Was A Preacher 'Till He Lost His MindTraded The Book For The BottleHoly Water For WineAnd I Feel Like Him SometimesToo Scared To Open Up My EyesThe Way His Daughter CriedChorusNever Learned To Love, Just What To FearGod Is Real, He's Just Not Hearing Me So WellYou Sold The Truth To Twist The KnifeDeep In My Chest I Got This Holy Ghost That Haunts Me StillSo I Say FarewellAs Far As I Can TellGuess I'm Going To HellVerse 2Empty And Shaking At The Altar CallI Was Nine-Years-Old, My Body Fell To The FloorMy Mom Held The Burning Of Her BitteringNever Learned To Survive So She Just Learned To PretendOh But She Won't Be The LastToo Scared To Open Up The PastI Feel Like Her SometimesChorusNever Learned To Love, Just What To FearGod Is Real, He's Just Not Hearing Me So WellYou Sold The Truth To Twist The KnifeDeep In My Chest I Got This Holy Ghost That Haunts Me StillSo I Say FarewellAs Far As I Can TellN.c.Guess I'm Going To Hell