Verse 1I've Been Writing Letters About Where My Head IsDon't Know If It's Healthy Or If It Helps Me, But WhateverI've Been Meditating While I'm Medicated'Cause I Know Too Well, Hope Is Easy To Sell When The Feeling Is FadedChorusI've Been Avoiding Direction But Wanna See Where I'm GoingI'm Still Cravin' Adventure While I've Been Stayin' At HomeI'm A Sweet Contradiction Of Someone Shrinking While GrowingI'm Not Ready And I Haven't Left YetI've Been Avoiding Direction But Wanna See Where I'm GoingI'm Still Cravin' Adventure While I've Been Stayin' At HomeI'm A Sweet Contradiction Of Someone Shrinking While GrowingI'm Not Ready And I Haven't Left YetPost-ChorusOh, But I'm On My Way, But I'm On My WayI Haven't Left YetVerse 2I've Been Checking My Vitals, 'Cause My Heart's Been QuietI Put Two Fingers To My Neck Just To Check I'm Alive StillAnd It Feels Endless, And I'm Only At The StartMan, I Don't Get This, Like Running Full Speed In The DarkChorusI've Been Avoiding Direction But Wanna See Where I'm GoingI'm Still Cravin' Adventure While I've Been Stayin' At HomeI'm A Sweet Contradiction Of Someone Shrinking While GrowingI'm Not Ready And I Haven't Left YetOh, I've Been Praying To Someone Though I Know I Barely Know HimI've Got Great Expectations, Meanwhile, The Bar Is In HellI'm A Sweet Contradiction Of Someone Sinking While FloatingI'm Not Ready And I Haven't Left YetPost-ChorusOh, But I'm On My Way, But I'm On My WayI Haven't Left YetOh, But I'm On My Way, But I'm On My WayI Haven't Left YetBridgeOoh, I'm On My WayOutroI'm Afraid Of Rejection, But I Still Wanna Be ChosenThough I Know I Gotta Love Me On My OwnI'm A Sweet Contradiction, But At Least I Know ItI'm Not Ready And I Haven't Left YetBut I'm On My Way