Dear God, PleaseHear Me Out, I Know It's BeenA Couple YearsSince I've ReachedOut And Said Hello,I Bet You're WonderingWhy I KeepObsessing On And Stressing AllThe Little ThingsWhen I Should BeLiving Life And Soaking UpThe Memories..I Know I've BeenSelfish, I HaveNo Excuse To Give You It's TrueHanging By AThread's How I LiveI Don't Know Why ButI Feel More ComfortableReff :Livin' In My AgonyWatching My Self-EsteemGo Up In Flames ActingLike I Don'tCare What Anyone Else ThinksWhen I Know TruthfullyThat That's The Furthest ThingFrom How IFeel But I'mToo Proud To Open Up And Ask YaTo Pick Me Up And Pull Me OutThis Hole I'm Trapped InThe Truth Is, I Need Help,But I Just Can't ImagineWho I'd Be If I Was HappyYeah, Been This Way So Long,It Feels Like Something's OffWhen I'm Not DepressedI Got Some Issues That I Won't AddressI Got Some Baggage I Ain't Opened YetI Got Some Demons I Should Put To RestI Got Some Traumas That I Can't ForgetI Got Some Phone Calls I Been Avoidin'Some Family Members I Don't Really Connect WithSome Things I SaidI Wish I Would Of Not Let SlipSome Hurtful WordsThat Never Should Of Left My LipsSome Bridges Burned,I'm Not Ready To Rebuild YetSome InsecuritiesI Haven't Dealt With, YesI'll Be The First To AdmitThat I'm A Lonely SoulAnd The Last To AdmitI Need A Hand To HoldLosing Hope Headed Down A Dangerous RoadStrange, I KnowBut I Feel Most At Home When I'mReff :Livin' In My AgonyWatching My Self-EsteemGo Up In Flames ActingLike I Don'tCare What Anyone Else ThinksWhen I Know TruthfullyThat That's The Furthest ThingFrom How IFeel But I'mToo Proud To Open Up And Ask YaTo Pick Me Up And Pull Me OutThis Hole I'm Trapped InThe Truth Is, I Need Help,But I Just Can't ImagineWho I'd Be If I Was HappyDon't Know What's Around The BendDon't Know What My Future IsBut I Can't Keep On Livin' InReff :Livin' In My AgonyWatching My Self-EsteemGo Up In Flames ActingLike I Don'tCare What Anyone Else ThinksWhen I Know TruthfullyThat That's The Furthest ThingFrom How IFeel But I'mToo Proud To Open Up And Ask YaTo Pick Me Up And Pull Me OutThis Hole I'm Trapped InThe Truth Is, I Need Help,But I Just Can't ImagineWho I'd Be If I Was HappyIf I Was HappyIf I Was Happy