Verse 1Thought I'd Be Better By NowThought I'd Be Happy By NowInstead I'm Stuck In Bed, And I Can't Even Leave My Own HouseWondering Why The Hell I Just Can't Seem To Figure It Out, Oh-OhI Scroll On My Phone For HoursAnd I Pretend That It HelpsI Wish I Had It All Together Just Like Everyone ElseThat's When I Started Asking MyselfChorusWhat If Happiness Is Something I'll Never Feel?What If Sadness Is A Scar That Won't Ever Heal?What If All These Ups And Downs I'll Never Figurе Out?What If Everybody's Gone, And I'm Alonе?Suffocating In The Pain I Can't Let GoI've Been Searching My Whole LifeFor The Reason IThe Reason IThe Reason I'm AliveVerse 2They Tell Me, "Don't Give In"But They're All Full Of ItNobody Knows What It's Like Waking Up Inside Of My HeadSome Nights I Close My EyesAnd Pray To God I DieAnd Every Day That I Don'tJust Makes Me Wanna TryThat Voice Inside My HeadPulls Me Right To The EdgeAnd It SaysChorusWhat If Happiness Is Something I'll Never Feel?What If Sadness Is A Scar That Won't Ever Heal?What If All These Ups And Downs I'll Never Figurе Out?What If Everybody's Gone, And I'm Alonе?Suffocating In The Pain I Can't Let GoI've Been Searching My Whole LifeFor The Reason IThe Reason IThe Reason I'm AliveBridgeWho Was I Before The Pain?What Was It Like To Be Okay?I'm Begging God For Another WayIs There Another Way?ChorusWhat If Happiness Is Something I'll Never Feel?What If Sadness Is A Scar That Won't Ever Heal?What If All These Ups And Downs I'll Never Figurе Out?What If Everybody's Gone, And I'm Alonе?Suffocating In The Pain I Can't Let GoI've Been Searching My Whole LifeFor The Reason IThe Reason IThe Reason I'm Alive
