Verse 1I Was Twelve And Wise Beyond My YearsI Was Hell-Bent On Understanding Why I Feel What I FeelSo Easy To Think It Makes Some DifferenceSomebody Tell That Kid To Go Enjoy A Bit Of Blissful IgnorancePre-ChorusI'd Be Sitting At The Right Hand Of You JesusIf Self-Awareness Was The Final StepBut The Hours Intellectualizing Reckoning With What's Inside MeIt Ain't Got The Message Through Quite YetChorusSo I'll Run Consecutive Red LightsI'll Speed Right Past The CopsTurn The Music Up Until The Neighbours Start To TalkAnd I'll Mess It Up So Bad And Just Start OverI'll Go And Get So Drunk, I'll Have To Get SoberVerse 2I Swear I'm Just Working Through My OptionsBut Then We'll Be Permanently DamagedDon't You Ever Get ExhaustedFrom The Same Conversation Every Month Of Every YearMaybe A Little Self-Destruction Will Kick The Healing Into High GearPre-ChorusDon't Show Any Mercy For Me, FatherWhen This Prodigal Finally Finds His Way HomeBut Forgive The Wasted Soul-SearchingAll The Lessons Without Any LearningDon't Worry, This Time I'm Going For BrokeChorusSo I'll Run Consecutive Red LightsI'll Speed Right Past The CopsTurn The Music Up Until The Neighbours Start To TalkAnd I'll Mess It Up So Bad And Just Start OverI'll Go And Get So Drunk, I'll Have To Get SoberInstrumental BreakBridgeIf It's Darkest Before The DawnCome And Find Me, I'll Be Blacked Out In Your LawnIf It Gets Worse Before It Gets BetterI'll Dig To Rock Bottom, Over Being Halfway Healed ForeverIf It's Darkest Before The DawnCome And Find Me, I'll Be Blacked Out In Your LawnIf It Gets Worse Before It Gets BetterI'm Almost There, But Just In Case It's Now Or NeverChorusSo I'll Run Consecutive Red LightsI'll Speed Right Past The CopsTurn The Music Up Until The Neighbours Start To TalkAnd I'll Mess It Up So Bad And Just Start OverI'll Go And Get So Drunk, I'll Have To Get SoberOutroGet Drunk And Get SoberGet Drunk And Get SoberGet Drunk And Get SoberGet Drunk And Get SoberGet Drunk And Get SoberGet Drunk And Get Sober