I'm The Only Girl AliveIn La CountyI'm The Only One Who Sees..I Wake Up Every DayIn Some New Kind Of SufferingI've Never Known A Day Of Peace..I Wonder If I EverLeft Behind My BodyDo You Think They'd LaughAt How I Died..?Or Take A PhotoOf My Family In The Lobby?The Ceremony's Small In Size..Cause I Don't KnowIf I Could Sell Out My Own FuneralAt Least, Not At This Point In Time..And If I Ever TryTo Leave Behind My BodyWell At Least I KnowIt Was Never Mine, It Was Never MineIt Was Never Mine..It Was Never Mine..Well I'm The Only Girl AliveIn New York CityI Left My Wallet On The Train..Since I No LongerEven Have A Driver's LicenseI Guess That Means I Have No NameAnd I Could Run AwayTo Somewhere On The West CoastAnd Finally Be A Real Life Girl..They'll Take My OrgansAnd They'll Hang Me From A Bed PostSaying I Was Too Soft For This WorldAnd They'd Be RightBecause Quite Frankly To Be AliveIt Shouldn't Kill Me Every Day..The Way It DoesI Don't Know What I DidTo Have This This FateI'm Drenched In ItAnd I Can't Even Run From What I KnowMy Special Talent Isn't WritingIt's Not SingingIt's Feeling Everything ThatEveryone Alive Feels Every Day..Feels Every Day..Feels Every Day..Feels Every Day..I Think I'm SpecialCause I Cut Myself Wide OpenAs If It's Honorable To BleedBut I'm Not LuckyAnd I Know I Wasn't ChosenThe World Keeps Spinning Without MeI Told My MotherI Would Die By Twenty SevenAnd In A Way I Sorta Did..This Thing I Love Has GrownDemanding And ObsessiveAnd It Wants More Than I Can GiveThan I Can Give, Than I Can Give..Than I Can Give..Well I'm The Only Girl AliveIn La CountyI've Never Known A Day Of PeaceI Wake Up Every DayAnd Wish That I Was DifferentI Look Around And It's Just Me(It's Just Me)