VerseFuck My LifeFuck My HealthYou Don't Care So I'll Go Fuck MyselfFuck This JobFuck This CarEvery Song That I Write Just Co-Exists With A ScarAnd I've Got Paragraphs About The Shit That I Will Never Say'Cause It'll Kill You Just To Hear Me Whine And Bitch All Fuckin' DayMaybe The Grass Is Green In Other States Where I Choose To ResideMaybe A Glimpse Of Light Will Formulate And Catch My Fuckin' EyeAnd Maybe You'll Hear This When You Check My Page And Ask If I'm Alright'Cause I've Been Afraid Of All The Darkest Places Lying In My MindI Will Convince Myself I'm Dying But Then Act Like I'm Just FineMy Minds A Scary Fuckin' Place And I Can't Fix It While I DriveBut My Car Is Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds Going 65And You're Just A PotholeMaybe Yoko Ono Screaming By My SideIs This The End Of Things, I'm Strumming Strings Just Trying To Decide'Cause I Am Afraid Of Me, So Save Me Please, I Beg You Just To TryI'm Losing My Purpose, Life's A Circus, They Said "Please Enjoy TheRide"My Seatbelt Is Broken, Eyes Wide Open As My Body Starts To SlideIf I Escape The Wreck, I'll Disconnect From Everyone OnlineI'll Pack My Belongings, I've Been Longing For This Moment My Whole LifeI'll Disappear For Months, No Mentions Of My Status Or A ClueI'm Fine, Don't You Worry, There's No Hurry To Return To What I KnewIt's Hard To Calculate These Conversations If I'm Being TruthfulI Wanna Congregate All That Relate To Everything I SpewIn Midst Of My Disconnect, I'll Stay In Check, And Keep In Touch With FewAs Long As I'm Open, I'm Just Hoping That It's Something I'll Get ThroughChorus'Cause I'm A Fucking WreckOh, What The Heck?Why Do I Even Try?I Lie In The GrassHigh Off My AssAnd Watch The Clouds Just Pass On ByIf Life Has A PurposeI Am NervousTo Unravel What Is MineI'll Trip And I'll TravelDown The Rabbit HoleAnd Ditch My Bags Inside