Chord ♫ Citizen Soldier"Run Away From Myself"I Didn't Grow UpIn An Abusive Home I Am One..I've Tried To Leave This Sour PlaceA Thousand Times..From The Start I've MadeSelf-Sabotage My Anthem..Like Being Who I AmIs Self-Harm In Disguise..Cause Something Deep Inside Me Is BrokenI'm Not Allowed To Feel A ThingEvery Loving Word Means NothingI'm Obsessed With SufferingLately Thinking Feels Like CuttingEvery Thought's A Razor Blade(If Only I Had Someone Else To Blame)Reff :Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfBut There Is No EscapeWhen You're The Prison Cell..Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfI Plead For Better DaysBut Get Thrown Back In Hell..(Hell, Hell, Hell)Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..Who The Hell Can Forgive My Sins,I Wrote This Gospel..Stuck In A Cage Of SkinThat Always Will Remind Me..That All The AlcoholCan't Numb This I'm The Bottle..I'll Never Change Cause The ChemicalsWill Change My Mind..Reff :Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfBut There Is No EscapeWhen You're The Prison Cell..Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfI Plead For Better DaysBut Get Thrown Back In Hell..(Hell, Hell, Hell)Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..Wish I Could Runaway..Cause Something Deep Inside Me Is BrokenI'm Not Allowed To Feel A ThingEvery Loving Word Means NothingI'm Obsessed With SufferingLately Thinking Feels Like CuttingEvery Thought's A Razor BladeIf Only I Had Someone Else To Blame..Reff :Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfBut There Is No EscapeWhen You're The Prison Cell..Wish I Could RunawayFrom Myself, From MyselfI Plead For Better DaysBut Get Thrown Back In Hell..(Hell, Hell, Hell)I Didn't Grow UpIn An Abusive Home I Am One..