Trauma

Growing Up I Never Had A Lot Of Money I Never Had A Phone Always Was A Little Hungry Used To Find It Hard To Sleep When I Could Hear My Mother Sobbing I Was 10 Back Then I Didn't Have A Room Had To Buy Used Shoes I Hid Behind Tunes To Avoid Abuse Every Time I Fell I Would Blame It On Myself Even If It Was An Accident Maybe It's Not What I Want Oh I've Seen Better Days And The Moment Fucking Sucks But I'll Be Damned If I Don't Stop And Honestly Why Not When Nobody Gives A Fuck Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Cause Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Was An Outcast Thrown Out To Dry And Get Laughed At Too Shy To Talk About Home I Always Thought Life Was Supposed To Be Cold And Oh I've Been So Lost Without Hope I Got A Window In My Head, It's A Casket You Know I Been Wishing I Was Dead, But I Mask It Maybe It's Not What I Want Oh I've Seen Better Days And The Moment Fucking Sucks But I'll Be Damned If I Don't Stop And Honestly Why Not When Nobody Gives A Fuck Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Because It's All I Know My Hands Around My Throat Pray That I Won't Let Go This Time Around But Every Single Time I Try To Shut My Eyes I See The Reason Why I'm Not Alone But Sometimes I Just Can't, Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself -------------- ===Original Chord=== -------------- Growing Up I Never Had A Lot Of Money I Never Had A Phone Always Was A Little Hungry Used To Find It Hard To Sleep When I Could Hear My Mother Sobbing I Was 10 Back Then I Didn't Have A Room Had To Buy Used Shoes I Hid Behind Tunes To Avoid Abuse Every Time I Fell I Would Blame It On Myself Even If It Was An Accident Maybe It's Not What I Want Oh I've Seen Better Days And The Moment Fucking Sucks But I'll Be Damned If I Don't Stop And Honestly Why Not When Nobody Gives A Fuck Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Cause Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Was An Outcast Thrown Out To Dry And Get Laughed At Too Shy To Talk About Home I Always Thought Life Was Supposed To Be Cold And Oh I've Been So Lost Without Hope I Got A Window In My Head, It's A Casket You Know I Been Wishing I Was Dead, But I Mask It Maybe It's Not What I Want Oh I've Seen Better Days And The Moment Fucking Sucks But I'll Be Damned If I Don't Stop And Honestly Why Not When Nobody Gives A Fuck Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Because It's All I Know My Hands Around My Throat Pray That I Won't Let Go This Time Around But Every Single Time I Try To Shut My Eyes I See The Reason Why I'm Not Alone But Sometimes I Just Can't, Reff : But Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself I Wanna Give Up Trying And Start Doing Something Else Sometimes I Just Get Overwhelmed I Know It's In My Mind But I Think I Need Some Help Sometimes I Just Can't Help Myself