I've Been Trying So Hard To Survive..Sometimes I Think That I Wanna Die..I Feel So Fucking GuiltyCause God I'm So Lucky To Live My LifeSo I Keep All The Pain To Myself..Losing Faith But Nobody Can Tell..Momma, Don't Want You WorriedCause That Would Just Hurt MeSo I Pretend I'm Fine..Reff :If You Only Knew..What My Mind Is Telling Me I Should Do..That I'm DrunkAnd All Alone In My Room Here TonightI'm Too Sad To Cry It's True.. Ouh..If You Only Knew..All The Shit My Brain Is Putting Me Through..You'd Come RunningOver Straight To My Room Here TonightI'm Sorry But I Need You.. Ouh..If You Only Knew.. (Uh)I Wish I Was Somebody Else..I'm Constantly Overwhelmed..Now I'm Falling AgainGetting Drunk With Some FriendsIt's A Silent Cry For Help..I Wanna Get Better.. I Want You To Know..That I Can't Do This On My Own..Reff :If You Only Knew..What My Mind Is Telling Me I Should Do..That I'm DrunkAnd All Alone In My Room Here TonightI'm Too Sad To Cry It's True.. Ouh..If You Only Knew..All The Shit My Brain Is Putting Me Through..You'd Come RunningOver Straight To My Room Here TonightI'm Sorry But I Need You.. Ouh..Take Me Out Of This Hell..Oh.. Somebody Help..Take Me Out Of This Hell..Oh.. I'm Not Myself..Reff :I Wanna Tell You..What My Mind Is Telling Me I Should Do..That I'm DrunkAnd All Alone In My Room Here TonightI'm Too Sad To Cry But I Want To.. Ouh..If You Only Knew..
