To Me It Sounds Like Lex Is Using A Capo But This Song Could Very Easily Be Played Without It, F And Bmaj7IntroVerse 1Let Me Tell You Bout My State Of Affairs 'CauseI've Been Living In A State Of AffairsCatching Strays And Strangers' StaresThe Broken Down Rides At County FairsI've Been Begging For Money OnlineMuch More Than I'd Like To AdmitI'm Still A 14-Year Old With Body Dysmorphia AndUnrestricted Access To The InternetWhen You're Someone Who Looks Like MeMen Around You Start To Treat You StrangeCan't Find Any Common GroundAnd You Start To Feel DerangedNow Watch Me Become OverbearingBy Virtue Of My Grеatest FearOf Becoming OvеrbearingTaking Pity From My Peers By ForceBut Of CourseVerse 2Central Texas Three Years AgoWhere Church Bell Snipers Make You Duck And RollI Nearly Lost My God-Given SoulStaring At The Ceiling Wishing It Was The FloorBut I Was So Much Older ThenGod, I Wish I Was Younger NowI Was So Much Bolder ThenN.c.God, I Wish I Hurt Like That NowI Hope You Know That You Are DealingWith Someone Who Sees "Gullible" Written On The CeilingAnd Just One Thought Can Send Me ReelingBack To That One Certain FeelingOf Being Easy To Take Advantage OfOf Calling Out To The Lord AboveOf Never Ever Being Strong EnoughOf Never Knowing How It Feels To Be LovedExcept By ForceOf CourseInstrumentalVerse 3I Got Those Preteen On Omegle BluesI'm All Alone In My Room TonightThe Cold Wind Bites At My Dying ToothAnd The Screen Paints A Sickly LightAcross A Face That's Glassy-EyedDid Just About Anything For AttentionAcross A Body, I Was Too YoungMade To Do Things Too Awful To MentionBy ForceBut Of CourseThere Was Choice InvolvedBut There Was Always, Always ForceOutro