Bad Apple But Its Hololive

Intro
AmSitting Wide Awake, Feeling Time Flow On And On
While FNight Is Closing In, Cold IndGifference Washing Down Upon The
AmBeating Of My Heart, Left To Crack Beneath The Weight Of
FAll I Tried To Hold Spinning GOut Of Control

AmParalyzed And Scared, Feel My Heart Race Faster Than The
FTicking Of The Clock, Thoughts Keep GSpinning In A Roundabout
I’m AmStumbling Through The Dark, And There’s Nowhere To Escape
‘Cause FI’m The Only Thing In This GEmpty Hellscape

Chorus
FMaybe I’m Asleep And This GVoid Is Just A Dream
Still It AmSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The FAche Won’t Go Away, If I’m GDestined For This Pain
Then I’ll AmNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even FIf I Found The Words That Had GLong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still AmDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I FWill Myself To Move, Then The GFeelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be AmShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Chorus 2
Is There FSomewhere I Can Turn? Is My GFuture Still Ahead?
Do I AmEven Have A Place In The World Outside My Head?
Now The FMelancholy’s Here, And It’s GAll That I Can Feel
Can’t AmRemember Who I Was, Was I Ever Even Real?

I Have FTried To Carry On, But The GJourney’s Dragging On
Friends And AmSmiles Come Along, Then Betray Me And They’re Gone
If I’m FFated Still To Change, PerseGvering Through The Night
I’ll Be AmBathed Inside The Light, Painted In A Brilliant White

Instrumental
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Verse 1
AmSitting Wide Awake, Feeling Time Flow On And On
While FNight Is Closing In, Cold IndGifference Washing Down Upon The
AmBeating Of My Heart, Left To Crack Beneath The Weight Of
FAll I Tried To Hold Spinning GOut Of Control

AmParalyzed And Scared, Feel My Heart Race Faster Than The
FTicking Of The Clock, Thoughts Keep GSpinning In A Roundabout
I’m AmStumbling Through The Dark, And There’s Nowhere To Escape
‘Cause FI’m The Only Thing In This GEmpty Hellscape

Chorus
FMaybe I’m Asleep And This GVoid Is Just A Dream
Still It AmSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The FAche Won’t Go Away, If I’m GDestined For This Pain
Then I’ll AmNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even FIf I Found The Words That Had GLong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still AmDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I FWill Myself To Move, Then The GFeelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be AmShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Verse 2
Do You FHonestly Believe There’s A GFuture Here For Me?
In This AmDesecrated World, Would I Even Want To See?
If You FSaw Me As I Am, There’d Be GNo One To Defend
Since I’m AmEmpty To My Core, “Good For Nothing” In The End

Even FSo Must I Exist? In A GTime And Place Like This?
In This AmPandemonium, That Perpetually Persists
If You FThink That I Can Change, If I GFollow To The Light
Will My AmSoul Then Reborn, Dyed An Incandescent White

Chorus
I Could F#Say That I’m Asleep And This VG#oid Is Just A Dream
Still It A#mSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The F#Ache Won’t Go Away, If I’m DG#estined For This Pain
Then I’ll A#mNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even F#If I Found The Words That Had LG#ong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still A#mDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I F#Will Myself To Move, Then The FG#eelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be A#mShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Outro
If I F#Struggle On And Move, If I FG#orce Myself To Run
I’d See A#mEverything I Loved Disappearing One By One
If I F#Give Into The Tears, If I GG#ive Into The Pain
Can This A#mHeart Inside My Chest Turn A Vivid White Again?

Still, The F#Person That I Am And The PG#erson You’ve Become
Feel Like A#mFragments In My Head, Hiding Misery Yet To Come
If My F#Intuition's Right, But I LG#et You In My Life
My Whole A#mWorld Would Be Destroyed, Turning Blacker Than The Night