Chord ♫ Citizen Soldier
"Run Away From Myself"
I Didn't Grow Up
In An Abusive Home I Am One..
I've Tried To Leave This Sour Place
A Thousand Times..
From The Start I've Made
Self-Sabotage My Anthem..
Like Being Who I Am
Is Self-Harm In Disguise..
Cause Something Deep Inside Me Is Broken
I'm Not Allowed To Feel A Thing
Every Loving Word Means Nothing
I'm Obsessed With Suffering
Lately Thinking Feels Like Cutting
Every Thought's A Razor Blade
(If Only I Had Someone Else To Blame)
Reff :
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
But There Is No Escape
When You're The Prison Cell..
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
I Plead For Better Days
But Get Thrown Back In Hell..
(Hell, Hell, Hell)
Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..
Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..
Who The Hell Can Forgive My Sins,
I Wrote This Gospel..
Stuck In A Cage Of Skin
That Always Will Remind Me..
That All The Alcohol
Can't Numb This I'm The Bottle..
I'll Never Change Cause The Chemicals
Will Change My Mind..
Reff :
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
But There Is No Escape
When You're The Prison Cell..
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
I Plead For Better Days
But Get Thrown Back In Hell..
(Hell, Hell, Hell)
Wish I Could Runaway From Myself..
Wish I Could Runaway..
Cause Something Deep Inside Me Is Broken
I'm Not Allowed To Feel A Thing
Every Loving Word Means Nothing
I'm Obsessed With Suffering
Lately Thinking Feels Like Cutting
Every Thought's A Razor Blade
If Only I Had Someone Else To Blame..
Reff :
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
But There Is No Escape
When You're The Prison Cell..
Wish I Could Runaway
From Myself, From Myself
I Plead For Better Days
But Get Thrown Back In Hell..
(Hell, Hell, Hell)
I Didn't Grow Up
In An Abusive Home I Am One..
