Intro
Verse 1
I Saw Your Name Light Up My Phone
And I Stared At It For An Hour
I Wanted You To Come Back Home
But I'm The One Who Closed The Door
I Say I Need Somebody Close
Then Panic When They Get Too Near
I Turn A Little Love To Smoke
And Act Like I Was Never Scared
Pre-Chorus
God, I Wish I Could Explain
Why I Run When I Wanna Stay
I Swear I Don't Mean To Make You Hurt
But Somehow I Always Make It Worse
Chorus
I Push Everyone Away
Then I Wonder Why I'm Lonely
Build A Wall Around My Heart
And Get Mad When No One Knows Me
I Keep Begging People To Stay
Then I Give Them Every Reason
Maybe I'm The One Who's Breaking
Everything I'm Trying To Keep
And I Hate That I Do It
I Hate That I Know It
I Watch Them Walk Away
And I Know It's My Fault
Verse 2
You Knew The Parts I Never Show
The Ugly Ones I Try To Hide
And Instead Of Letting You Get Close
I Found A Reason To Say Goodbye
Now I Replay Every Word
Like Maybe I Can Change The Past
But Sorry Doesn't Fix The Hurt
And Wanting You Won't Bring You Back
Pre-Chorus
God, I Wish I Could Explain
Why I Run When I Wanna Stay
I Swear I Don't Mean To Make You Hurt
But Somehow I Always Make It Worse
Chorus
I Push Everyone Away
Then I Wonder Why I'm Lonely
Build A Wall Around My Heart
And Get Mad When No One Knows Me
I Keep Begging People To Stay
Then I Give Them Every Reason
Maybe I'm The One Who's Breaking
Everything I'm Trying To Keep
And I Hate That I Do It
I Hate That I Know It
I Watch Them Walk Away
And I Know It's My Fault
Bridge
Maybe I'm Afraid
That If You Really Knew Me
You'd Leave Anyway
So I Leave First
And Call It Self-Preservation
When Really I'm Just Terrified
Of Being Somebody's Disappointment
And I Don't Wanna Be Alone
I Just Don't Know How To Let Somebody Love Me
Chorus
I Push Everyone Away
Then I Wonder Why I'm Lonely
Build A Wall Around My Heart
And Get Mad When No One Knows Me
I Keep Begging People To Stay
Then I Give Them Every Reason
Maybe I'm The One Who's Breaking
Everything I'm Trying To Keep
And I Hate That I Do It
I Hate That I Know It
I Watch Them Walk Away
And I Know It's My Fault
