Intro
Verse 1
Sitting On My Bedroom Floor Staring At The Celing Fan
Trying To Figure Out Where Everything Went Wrong
Again It's 2Am My Screen Is Bright But No One's Checking In
No One Ever Checks In
I Answer Every Single Call I Listen To Their Problems
I Blame Myself Until I Break And Help Them Try To Solve Them
When I'm Falling Down The Drain Nobody Seems To Care
I Look Around An Empty Room And No One's Standing There
Yea Nobody's There
I'm So Sick Of Fake Friends
Sick Of How They Use Me To Do What They Need Me To
I Was Taking What I Give Leaving Me With Nothing
Like I'm Someone They Can Just See Through
N.c
Guess I Was Just A Ghost To You
I Put On A Smile To Hide The Cracks Inside
Walking On Glass Looking For A Place To Hide
I Swallow Every Tear So You Don't Think That I Am Weak
I'm Choking On The Painful Words I Never Get To Speak
N.c
Tell Me How Much More Am I Supposed To Take
Chorus
Sick Sick Sick Of All Your Lies
Tryna Make It's Me Just To Get Through The Day
Yea I'm Drowning In The Noise Of Your Advice
Well I'm Freezing In The Shadow Of The Games You Play
I'm Done Playing Your Games
I'm Done Playing Your Games
Verse 2
And At The End Of It I Cry Myself To Sleep
Holding Back The Screams So That The Neighbors Don't Hear Me
Got A Chest Full Of Anxiety I'm Digging Myself Deep
But They Say It's My Fault Cause I'm Too Self Aware
N.c
They Blame It All On Me
You Over Think Too Much Yea Thats The Phrase They Love To Toss
While I'm Calculating Every Single Friendship As A Loss
They Love Me When I'm Quiet, Hate Me When I'm Real
So I Lock Away Things I Actually Feel
Put A Mask Up On My Face So I Can Fit Inside The Crowd
Cause The Second That I Speak My Truth I'm Acting Way Too Loud
N.c
So I Just Stay Quiet
Chorus
Sick Sick Sick Of All Your Lies
Tryna Make It's Me Just To Get Through The Day
Yea I'm Drowning In The Noise Of Your Advice
Well I'm Freezing In The Shadow Of The Games You Play
Verse 3
Got A Number Full Of Texts I'll Never Have The Nerve To Post
Surrounded By A Hundred People Feeling Like A Ghost
They Leave Me Left On Read But Then Post Stories Out Of Bars
I'm Sitting In My Parked Car Staring At The Stars
Left On Read Again
Yea Looked In The Mirror Today
Didn't Know The Face Staring Back At Me Through The Blur
Got Bags Under My Eyes From All The Nights I Spent In Pain
Washed Away My Whole Identity To Stand In The Rain
Spent So Long Keeping The Peace Now I'm Pieces On The Floor
And I Don't Even Remember Who I Were
I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore
They Just Tell Me To Cry Cry Cry
They Tell Me I'm Too Dramatic
But I'm So Sick Of The Lies Lies Lies
I'm Sick Of All The Fake Love
So I Just Watch As The Days Pass By
Chorus
Sick Sick Sick Of All Your Lies
Tryna Make It's Me Just To Get Through The Day
Yea I'm Drowning In The Noise Of Your Advice
Well I'm Freezing In The Shadow Of The Games You Play
Outro
Yea Yea Yea Yea
I'm So Exhausted
I'm Just I'm Just Sick And Tired Of The Lies
And The Fake Friends
Who Pretend To Care
You Never Really Cared About Me Did You
So Sick And Tired
Just So Sick And Tired