I'm The Only Girl Alive
In La County
I'm The Only One Who Sees..
I Wake Up Every Day
In Some New Kind Of Suffering
I've Never Known A Day Of Peace..
I Wonder If I Ever
Left Behind My Body
Do You Think They'd Laugh
At How I Died..?
Or Take A Photo
Of My Family In The Lobby?
The Ceremony's Small In Size..
Cause I Don't Know
If I Could Sell Out My Own Funeral
At Least, Not At This Point In Time..
And If I Ever Try
To Leave Behind My Body
Well At Least I Know
It Was Never Mine, It Was Never Mine
It Was Never Mine..
It Was Never Mine..
Well I'm The Only Girl Alive
In New York City
I Left My Wallet On The Train..
Since I No Longer
Even Have A Driver's License
I Guess That Means I Have No Name
And I Could Run Away
To Somewhere On The West Coast
And Finally Be A Real Life Girl..
They'll Take My Organs
And They'll Hang Me From A Bed Post
Saying I Was Too Soft For This World
And They'd Be Right
Because Quite Frankly To Be Alive
It Shouldn't Kill Me Every Day..
The Way It Does
I Don't Know What I Did
To Have This This Fate
I'm Drenched In It
And I Can't Even Run From What I Know
My Special Talent Isn't Writing
It's Not Singing
It's Feeling Everything That
Everyone Alive Feels Every Day..
Feels Every Day..
Feels Every Day..
Feels Every Day..
I Think I'm Special
Cause I Cut Myself Wide Open
As If It's Honorable To Bleed
But I'm Not Lucky
And I Know I Wasn't Chosen
The World Keeps Spinning Without Me
I Told My Mother
I Would Die By Twenty Seven
And In A Way I Sorta Did..
This Thing I Love Has Grown
Demanding And Obsessive
And It Wants More Than I Can Give
Than I Can Give, Than I Can Give..
Than I Can Give..
Well I'm The Only Girl Alive
In La County
I've Never Known A Day Of Peace
I Wake Up Every Day
And Wish That I Was Different
I Look Around And It's Just Me
(It's Just Me)
