Dear God, Please
Hear Me Out, I Know It's Been
A Couple Years
Since I've Reached
Out And Said Hello,
I Bet You're Wondering
Why I Keep
Obsessing On And Stressing All
The Little Things
When I Should Be
Living Life And Soaking Up
The Memories..
I Know I've Been
Selfish, I Have
No Excuse To Give You It's True
Hanging By A
Thread's How I Live
I Don't Know Why But
I Feel More Comfortable
Reff :
Livin' In My Agony
Watching My Self-Esteem
Go Up In Flames Acting
Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks
When I Know Truthfully
That That's The Furthest Thing
From How I
Feel But I'm
Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out
This Hole I'm Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help,
But I Just Can't Imagine
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy
Yeah, Been This Way So Long,
It Feels Like Something's Off
When I'm Not Depressed
I Got Some Issues That I Won't Address
I Got Some Baggage I Ain't Opened Yet
I Got Some Demons I Should Put To Rest
I Got Some Traumas That I Can't Forget
I Got Some Phone Calls I Been Avoidin'
Some Family Members I Don't Really Connect With
Some Things I Said
I Wish I Would Of Not Let Slip
Some Hurtful Words
That Never Should Of Left My Lips
Some Bridges Burned,
I'm Not Ready To Rebuild Yet
Some Insecurities
I Haven't Dealt With, Yes
I'll Be The First To Admit
That I'm A Lonely Soul
And The Last To Admit
I Need A Hand To Hold
Losing Hope Headed Down A Dangerous Road
Strange, I Know
But I Feel Most At Home When I'm
Reff :
Livin' In My Agony
Watching My Self-Esteem
Go Up In Flames Acting
Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks
When I Know Truthfully
That That's The Furthest Thing
From How I
Feel But I'm
Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out
This Hole I'm Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help,
But I Just Can't Imagine
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy
Don't Know What's Around The Bend
Don't Know What My Future Is
But I Can't Keep On Livin' In
Reff :
Livin' In My Agony
Watching My Self-Esteem
Go Up In Flames Acting
Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks
When I Know Truthfully
That That's The Furthest Thing
From How I
Feel But I'm
Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out
This Hole I'm Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help,
But I Just Can't Imagine
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy
If I Was Happy
If I Was Happy
