Bad Apple But Its Hololive

Intro
EmSitting Wide Awake, Feeling Time Flow On And On
While CNight Is Closing In, Cold IndDifference Washing Down Upon The
EmBeating Of My Heart, Left To Crack Beneath The Weight Of
CAll I Tried To Hold Spinning DOut Of Control

EmParalyzed And Scared, Feel My Heart Race Faster Than The
CTicking Of The Clock, Thoughts Keep DSpinning In A Roundabout
I’m EmStumbling Through The Dark, And There’s Nowhere To Escape
‘Cause CI’m The Only Thing In This DEmpty Hellscape

Chorus
CMaybe I’m Asleep And This DVoid Is Just A Dream
Still It EmSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The CAche Won’t Go Away, If I’m DDestined For This Pain
Then I’ll EmNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even CIf I Found The Words That Had DLong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still EmDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I CWill Myself To Move, Then The DFeelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be EmShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Chorus 2
Is There CSomewhere I Can Turn? Is My DFuture Still Ahead?
Do I EmEven Have A Place In The World Outside My Head?
Now The CMelancholy’s Here, And It’s DAll That I Can Feel
Can’t EmRemember Who I Was, Was I Ever Even Real?

I Have CTried To Carry On, But The DJourney’s Dragging On
Friends And EmSmiles Come Along, Then Betray Me And They’re Gone
If I’m CFated Still To Change, PerseDvering Through The Night
I’ll Be EmBathed Inside The Light, Painted In A Brilliant White

Instrumental
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Verse 1
EmSitting Wide Awake, Feeling Time Flow On And On
While CNight Is Closing In, Cold IndDifference Washing Down Upon The
EmBeating Of My Heart, Left To Crack Beneath The Weight Of
CAll I Tried To Hold Spinning DOut Of Control

EmParalyzed And Scared, Feel My Heart Race Faster Than The
CTicking Of The Clock, Thoughts Keep DSpinning In A Roundabout
I’m EmStumbling Through The Dark, And There’s Nowhere To Escape
‘Cause CI’m The Only Thing In This DEmpty Hellscape

Chorus
CMaybe I’m Asleep And This DVoid Is Just A Dream
Still It EmSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The CAche Won’t Go Away, If I’m DDestined For This Pain
Then I’ll EmNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even CIf I Found The Words That Had DLong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still EmDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I CWill Myself To Move, Then The DFeelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be EmShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Verse 2
Do You CHonestly Believe There’s A DFuture Here For Me?
In This EmDesecrated World, Would I Even Want To See?
If You CSaw Me As I Am, There’d Be DNo One To Defend
Since I’m EmEmpty To My Core, “Good For Nothing” In The End

Even CSo Must I Exist? In A DTime And Place Like This?
In This EmPandemonium, That Perpetually Persists
If You CThink That I Can Change, If I DFollow To The Light
Will My EmSoul Then Reborn, Dyed An Incandescent White

Chorus
I Could C#Say That I’m Asleep And This VD#oid Is Just A Dream
Still It FmSwallowed Up My Voice, Both The Whispers And The Screams
If The C#Ache Won’t Go Away, If I’m DD#estined For This Pain
Then I’ll FmNumb My Heart And Pray Only Nothingness Remains

Even C#If I Found The Words That Had LD#ong Since Drifted Off
I’m Still FmDrowning In My Thoughts, They’d Too Soon Be Left To Rot
If I C#Will Myself To Move, Then The FD#eelings Flood Right Back
I’ll Be FmShrouded From The Light, Till My World Is Painted Black

Outro
If I C#Struggle On And Move, If I FD#orce Myself To Run
I’d See FmEverything I Loved Disappearing One By One
If I C#Give Into The Tears, If I GD#ive Into The Pain
Can This FmHeart Inside My Chest Turn A Vivid White Again?

Still, The C#Person That I Am And The PD#erson You’ve Become
Feel Like FmFragments In My Head, Hiding Misery Yet To Come
If My C#Intuition's Right, But I LD#et You In My Life
My Whole FmWorld Would Be Destroyed, Turning Blacker Than The Night